the process…

I am guilty for being idle these past few days. I didn’t choose this but circumstances allowed me to think and take some time to think more. Again, i realized that healing is a process. It cannot happen in an instant or in a glimpse of an eye.

Yes, its not easy. Bidding goodbyes, letting go, breaking up…. they are all the same. It may come from a different direction but it all leads to one thing, PAIN.

However, one good thing about pain is that, I learned to trust God in everything I do, loved myself first before others and enjoyed a life beyond what I see and call life.

One night during my quiet time God said in His words The Lord is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit – Psalms 34:18

Indeed, i felt His existence during those times. This brought me peace in my heart and mind.

Moreover, I also saw how friends played their role in the healing process. They are more of the encouragers than the supporters and that’s one good thing about friendship. Aside from that they listen, comfort, pray, and make you smile (sa abot ng kanilang makakaya). Salamat sa inyo.

I would also like to personally acknowledge the following people na nagpakita ng concern (naks parang totoo eh noh!): fjordz, kuya dencio, kuya k, miss malou, darwin, machongbutiki, ax, dan, kelvin, barrycyrus, sir cocoy, lio loco, jason (pinaka matyagang dumalaw), otep, rookie, livingstain, promking, ms rossel, azul, marvin, coolwaterworks, kuya eli, at c rye na di ko alam kung matutuwa ba akong fineature niya ko sabay about goodbye ang topic… hehe.

Most especially, sa family ko kung saan nanggagaling ang strength ko. Naks. They supported me in every way. Thanks for everything Mom, Dad, Mitz, and Mj.

Ask me now if I am ok, yes I am. Life must go on.

Jeanne Achterberg once said healing is embracing what is most feared; healing is opening what has been closed, softening what has hardened into obstruction, healing is learning to trust life.

We all want instantaneous breakthrough, but it’s going to take time. And you may go through long periods, even years, feeling like you haven’t made any progress at all, but you(we) have.

No matter what our circumstance or situation is, we can choose to change. We can choose to hope. We can choose to never give up. And we can choose to move on and be happy with life. Life is a matter of choice, so let us choose what we think is best for us.

On the other hand just wanna share that lately masyado akong nahihilig sa SWEETS. Maybe this is just one way of healing- altering our depressions through eating sweets… hahaha!

ayun, masarap talagang mabuhay literal… haha…

last week naman since tuesday eh nasa Manila ako for an exhibit at Manila Hotel kaya sinulit ko na ito hanggang weekend. kasama ko sis kong bunso na naggagala dahil na rin 10 days silang alang pasok. nagquaquarantine ang school nila sa Baguio. ehhe

I also had a great time with my friends (officemates and former officemates) nung nagkita kita kami ng sat sa McDo infront of Trinoma Mall. Breakfast meeting ang drama namin pero get together party talaga ito…

naglunch sa TGIF sa Trinoma…

tapos afterwards nanuod kami ng Ice Age 3 (3D). at ng matapos naghiwa hiwalay na kmi ng landas.

at 5pm nagkaroon pa ako ng chance i meet ang mga college friends ko sa Glorietta. we planned to watch the Villa Estrella kasi si Ofir nagwowork siya sa Abs-Cbn at may complimentary ticket siya pero naisp namin mas masaya siguro magkwentuhan kaya di na kami tumuloy manuod.

nagphoto ops nalang kami…

tulad ni rye mag eend din ang entry ko na ito sa picture ko rin siyempre.

o diba? masaya pa rin ang buhay. its how we handle our life. if hahayaan mong maging malungkot, malulungkot ka talaga. pero kung tutuusin ang daming rason para maging masaya. kaya wag nating hayaang maging malungkot tayo at masaktan tayo. nasa sa atin mismo ang tadhana ng buhay natin. may mga kelangang isakripisyo pero in the end para din ito sa ikabubuti natin.

We live, love, learn and move on…