been busy dis past few days… or should i say, i make myself busy dis past few days just to cover up what’s inside me. nasa point ako na i need to let go of this relationship pero may mga bagay na pumipigil. technically, i know i am single NOW pero di pa rin malinaw sa aming dalawa. ive been struggling kasi andami na naming pinagsamahan sa loob ng 3years at andami ko ng napagdaan pero ngayon pa ako mag gigive up? i hear people telling me “yhen ang ganda2 mo bkit ka ba nagtitiis?” or “yhen di mo deserve yan” but i refused to hear those things dahil mahal mo nga yung tao. but eventually kahit gaano mo pala kamahal yung tao napapagod din pala ang puso at para bang nauntog lang ako na natauhan na bkit ko ba hinayaang saktan ako ng ganun ganun lang at hinayaang ulitin ang kasalan kung pwede ko naman palang pahalagahan ang sarili ko. masyado kasing umikot mundo ko sa kanya at di ko na nakita sarili ko na may buhay na nilalang pa rin palang naninirahan sa katawang ito.
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There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, ‘If I could only see the world, I will marry you.’One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything,including her boyfriend. He asked her,’Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?’ The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn’t expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying:’Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.’ This how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before,and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.
Life Is a Gift.
Today, before you say an unkind word – Think of someone who can’t speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food – Think of someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife – Think of someone who’s crying out to GOD for a companion.
Today, before you complain about life – Think of someone who went too early to heaven.
Before whining about the distance you drive-Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job – Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down – Put a smile on your face and think: you’re alive and still around.
ALWAYS HAVE A THANKFUL HEART…
4 persons in your life…
how many have u found?
2nd-1 u love most,
3rd-1 who love u most,
4th-1 you spend the rest of your life with.
first u’ll meet the 1 u love most, and learn how love feels.
Because u know how love feels, so u can find the person who loves u most.
When u’ve experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, u’ll then know what
it is u need most. Then u will find the person who is most suitable for u, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Sadly,in real life,these 3 people are usually not the same person.
The one u love most doesn’t love you. The one,who love u most,is never the one u love most. And the one u spend your life with,is never the one u love most or the one who love u most.
He/she is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Almost everyone has had their own “broken heart confession” of a lost relationship. A broken heart is a broken heart, whether that relationship was in a dating context or a marriage. All I can say is it’s one of the most painful things I’ve ever suffered.
This past few days, life has been so miserable. experiencing the pain brought about by the so-called love is the hardest part of loving. we have to take risk, to sacrifice, and to let go, just for us to be MATURE. thou my heart is broken, i know God has his own way of putting back its pieces. so here’s a simple prayer:
“God, i don’t understand it, but i trust you. And I’m not going to spend all my time trying to figure out why certain things have happened. I’m going to trust you to make something good out of it. You’re a good God, and I know you have my best interests at heart. You promised that all things will work together for my good.”
Sometimes, dahil sa mga pangyayari sa buhay mo kung saan you’ve been heart broken o nasimulang masugatan ang puso mo maraming mga bagay ang nagsisimulang kumausap sa iyo. Words na kadalasan ay nagsusumigaw kung ano ba dapat mong gawin. Kung necessary ba na magmove on ka, magpakatanga, o maniwala at sumunod sa mga naririnig mo at nababasa.
Siguro, this years’ love month na ang pinaka malungkot na nangyari sa buhay ko. Sabi nga nila, “things change, so does people!” Kung saan ang change na iyon eh nangyayari right away ng walang pakundangan.
Noong panahong malungkot ako ito ang nabasa ko, “No matter how bad you feel, loneliness will fade and even disappear when you focus your attention on things you’d like to explore. There’s a whole world out there. Sometimes it’s better to have time alone, to have the complete freedom to do things, without worrying about what other people will say. In the end, you don’t really have to think of yourself as a lonely person… just someone who has been given enough space to grow!” Tama nga naman, dahil sa panahong igugugol mo sa sarili mo makikita mo ang mga bagay bagay kung saan malilinawan ka at mas mag-lead pa ito sa iyo sa tamang landas.
Then, therefore I conclude that being alone sometimes gives us space to grow. Minsan kasi its hard to grow when you’re too close to someone. Sabi nga nila “trees are planted far from each other sothey can spread their branches and be mature.”
One time narealize ko din na may mga taong andiyan talaga sa tabi mo at hindi ka pababayaan. At naisip ko na “there will come a point sa buhay ko na ill get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything. Its not giving up, its just a realization na hindi ko pala kailangan lahat ng taong hinahanap ko, dahil what I really need are those who stood by me even if I never needed them.”
Ngayong valentine naging malinaw sa akin na “the best part of being in love is when you just love a person and be happy about it, even if that person can never be yours, or kahit alam mong hindi siya magtatagal sa iyo.” Kasi for me “it’s the true meaning of LOVE. Its not about winning someone. Its not about owning a relationship. Its just about being happy kasi alam mo sa sarili mo na nagmahal ka.” Kung baga, “you just love and love unselfishly.”
Siyempre habang nagmomont ka at nanood ng mga palabas na makakapagpalubag loob sa iyo may natututunan ka. Isa na dito ang dialogue ni Spongebob at Patrick.
Spongebob: “What do you usually do when I’m gone?”
Patrick: “Wait for you to come back”
Hindi ba ang sweet? Sana lahat nalang ganito… pero hindi… kasi magkakaiba tayo.
At mga matinding reflections sa life ang makikita mo 1) Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul. 2) He breaks our heart para mabuo o magmature tayo. 3) He sends us pain so we can be stronger. 4) Binibigyan niya tayo ng failure so we can be humble. 5) Binibigyan din ng sakit para maalagaan natin mga sarili natin. 6) At minsan, He takes EVERYTHING away from us so we can learn the value of EVERYTHING we have.
Higit sa lahat… “the best feeling in the world is realizing you are perfectly happy without the thing you thought you needed the most” Well in fact hindi naman ganoon ang buhay. Bilog ang mundo maraming dahilan para maging masaya. Kung kaya’t kahit feeling ko medyo weak parin ako alam ko lilipas din ito…
Maligayang Araw ng mga Puso!