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liham [na pagtingin]…

Since, malamig ang panahon itatake ko ang pagkakataong ito para ishare ang mga maiinit na sulat sa akin ng ilang mahahalagang taong naging parte ng buhay ko.

nakatutuwang basahin at balik-balikan. kung kasalanan ang mag keep ng mga ito kapag may bf /asawa ako cguro magiging guilty ako.

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Laruan

may mga bagay, na itatapon mo na mapakikinabangan pa pala ng iba.

tulad nalang nang batang nadaan ko sa liblib na barangay ng Pagadian City, Zamboanga del Sur. hindi ko napigilang mapalingon sa kanya di dahil agaw pansin ang itsura niya kundi dahil sa bagay na hawak niya.

DSC04335 copymarami ang pumasok sa isip ko ng makita ko ang sasakyang laruan na tila gawa pa sa isang lagadera (container).

naalala ko ang kabataan ko. naalala ko na minsan sa buhay ko natuto akong matuwa sa mga simpleng bagay lang sa mundo. yung tipong ang silbi mo lang sa buhay ay maglaro. ito ang mga panahaong payapa pa ang isip at walang konsepto ng problema.

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random thoughts

this is a random post. just to update what is happening. salamat sa pangungulit ni kuya dencio. hehe!

1. noong weekend me and my friends went out for a bonding moment (kunwari) so we decided to watch a movie. dahil nga probinsiya sa tatlong sinehan dalawang tagalog ang palabas, ang worst pa eh isang indie film na pinabibidahan ni katrina halili entitled Dalaw (ui interesado kang panuorin ano?) nwei ang isa naman ay isa pang indie film na pinamagatang Ded na c Lolo (or Lola ba yun) basta ang bida si roderick paulate. kaya we end up watching Night at the Museum 2.

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actually di ako masyadong nag expect sa movie na ito dahil na bore ako sa part 1 niya pero in the end na enjoy ko naman siya. it was fun and maraming lessons in life. at isang line pa ang talagang tumatak sa akin, delivered by Ben Stiller who played the role Larry Daley saying:

You know how you were telling me that the key to happiness was something but then the sun came up? I think I figured it out. It’s doing what you love for the people you love.

Swak na swak db? so better watch that movie…

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thank you God for everything…

this past few days, ang daming nangyari. good, bad, painful, fun, spirit-filled, exhausted, bored, haay name it, naghalo halo na yan. but one thing’s for sure, God is good and he has a purpose and a reason for everything. life is so good to waste for nothing. ayokong maging negative sa mga bagay-bagay, i want things in my life to run smoothly. tama na ang pagmamadali at tama na ang madalasang pagkakamali.

fair

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of love notes, love letters and sentiments…

i was cleaning my drawer and in all of a sudden, memories led me back to yesterday. i saw letters, small notes and pictures that i kept, yes, i know i am a melancholic at times, however sometimes it’s also nice remembering the past.

I first received a love letter when I was in third year high school. It’s not a surprise for me because the letter came from one of my closest guy friends (do I have to say his name? hehe!), Itwas not surprising because guys fall easily just like girls. I mean, just show some sweetness and he will think that you like him (but not all guys okay! Just some). So that’s what happened, he fell for me. He used a pen and a piece of paper to tell me that “Hindi ko alam, pero gusto talaga kita!” (haba ng hair diba). Yun nga lang I was still young then kaya siyempre I answered “Bata pa ako eh, magagalit nanay ko!” Ayan so we ended as friends gang ngayon, but I know masama pa rin loob niya but that’s life. So when I graduated highschool, nagka jowa ako, pero hindi siya, someone older than me at ka-brod pa nung unang nanligaw. Since he was older, siya lagi nagiinitiate like dates, our monthsary, annive celeb, etc. one thing I really appreciate about this guy is that dahil long distance relationship kami he makes it to a point na every month or twice a month nagsusulat siya. Imagine may cellphone na’t lahat-lahat he still writes to me. And that was our scenario for three years. Kaya ang dami kong sulat from him, napuno ata yung isang box ng shoes ko. Nwei, after collecting [a trash] I mean love letters, napunta din iyon eventually sa basura because my next bf was so possessive. Eh ayaw niya ng bakas ng isa man sa mga sulat na iyon.

On the other hand, mahilig din magsulat at magcompose ng song itong ex jowa jowahan ko. He made songs for me at na appreciate ko iyon. He was a vocalist ng isang banda.Nwei, marami pang nagbigay ng notes and letters sa akin, yung iba manliligaw yung iba friends at yung iba nagging jowa jowahan. I am really a senti person kaya ito nakatago parin.

I really love keeping these notes, letters and pictures. Nakakatuwa lang talaga silang basahin. Here are some of my favorite lines:

“I can remember the time when I spilled the cup of apple juice in the hall but you told me it’s not my fault. And now, I’m slightly bruised and broken from the collision of your kiss and I appreciate that because you made me feel pain again, for I was paralyzed and could not feel anything before.”

“This world is too much for me to take. So can I lay down and follow you? I’ll be everything you need in every way. Just tell me what you want, because I will give you everything.”

“I haven’t been this scared in a long time and im so unprepared. So here’s your valentine: bouquet of CLUMSY words with a simple melody. This world’s an ugly place (trust me!) but you’re so beautiful to me.”

“How does a butterfly live? How does a buttefly become a butterfly? How does a butterfly just float around without knowing that it has so many admirers? How does a butterfly not know how beautiful she is? How does a butterfly not know she is a butterfly? How does one catch a butterfly? How does a butterfly respond? I know you will never understand. There are so many nets floating around trying to catch a butterfly. My butterfly, be careful. In a world full of nets, there is an open hand just waiting to take care of you and is always willing to care. My butterfly, float gently into the world.”

“Just like an unfinished image we begin to see the picture, but we fail to understand the whole message. There were so many things to be said that were never said and some things that needed explanation that could not be explained. Sometimes its up to faith to finish the whole picture.”

“I thought I would not have the chance to tell you how much you mean to me. I was very glad that I was given the chance to show you that I love you. I don’t know how this came to me, but it just happen. All I know is I’ve treasured the moments with you.”

Grabe when I was reading all of these kinikilig pa rin talaga ako. Nwei, so here’s some of the small notes na nakalkal ko.

Sa kabilang banda, I also kept the charcoal drawing of my best bud in college (tnx bert for this). I was so touched when he gave me this drawing. Alam ko nagddrawing siya pero I didn’t expect na he will make one like this.

And to end this, here’s a pix of our batch in college Mass Comm Sais! I miss them all kaya nilagay ko na din sila dito. Hope to see you sometime soon… sa malayang panahon!

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have a nice day to all!!! keep smilin’!

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sing between the lines

as i was browsing the Christianster site i saw the lyrics of this song entitled FRIENDS sung by Michael Smith. i was so touch with the words of this song, and yes i was blessed, too. it is only thru Christ that we can find ourselves secure in the future. here’s a part of the lyrics that i really like most:

Though it’s hard to let you go
In the Father’s hands we know
That a lifetime’s not too long
To live as friends”

dedicating this song to a special someone who has been a great part of my life. thank you for everything! till we meet again!

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struck by a text message

The other day, i received a text message sent by kuya jim (c’ster member)and it says: “Bravery is saying no to what you believe is no. Sacrifice is saying no to what you think is yes. Confidence is saying yes to what you think is yes. And trusting is saying yes to what you think is no.”

At first i ignored the message but when i browsed my inbox again and check which messages should i delete, ‘this’ message simply spoke to me in an instant. and yes i was struck.

For the past few days, i am struggling for the thought that life is a matter of choice. sometimes i think of life that it is indeed a matter of choice but still a matter of there is no choice. i always see these choices as an excuse that we have made mistakes but we did not, its just that, there are really some things that we dont have a choice at all.

It looked like a puzzle to me, trying to analyze what the message is all about. and it only means one thing, that yes we are capable of doing things we wanted to do because of these choices. we can say yes and we can say no. and yes its our choice and no its not our choice.

Considering the four emphasized words, bravery, sacrifice, confidence, and trust, it is only Him who can make us capable of doing this things. We should be brave enough to accept our sins. Sacrifice wordly things that are not pleasing to Him. By having him in our hearts we will have confidence in ourselves. And there is only one thing to do, this is to trust Him alone.

Godbless everyone!

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